I'M GOING CRAZY!!!

I've decided I like frozen transfers better! I'm so tired of waiting for everything to fall into place.  I had to wait for the egg donor to start her period, them she started and I thought I was gonna get a calendar of when to take meds and an estimated transfer date.  I didn't hear anything so I emailed the clinic.....apparently the legal paperwork wasn't completed yet so we were on hold.  So here I am impatiently waiting again for the egg donor to start her period.  I've never wanted someone to start their period so bad before.  I just want this to get going so I can officially be done being pregnant forever!!!  I hope this isn't a small window into how this whole process is going to go, so far nothing has gone as I was expecting.  I did hear from my IP though, after I decided to email him because it had been around 4 months since I'd heard from him.  He almost immediately emailed me back, but i haven't heard from him since.  At least I know if I need him he'll respond.  Again, I think he's just skiddish to get to know me and have this all fail again, I can't say I blame him!  So, the birth control pills are almost done again and no word from the egg donor on her period.  It sounds like it'll be mid September, possibly, when the transfer happens, I hope.  We're creeping up on being pregnant during the summer again and I absolutely do not want to be pregnant in the summer again!!  That's the whole reason I started this so early, that and so My best friend would be able to go with me for my transfer and she goes back to work tomorrow, so that's not going to happen either.  I think my first surrogacy through the agency went so much smoother and my IP's were so amazing. Good thing or I may have never done it again.  Speaking of them my daughter just returned home from her 1 month in Europe with them.  She had so much fun and saw so many amazing things, I am more than jealous.  I just hope she knows how fortunate she is to be rewarded such an amazing opportunity.  I'm sure she does, she's a pretty smart girl.  Hopefully soon I'll be on here telling you how much I hate taking all the meds and how much my butt hurts from the shots. Until then.......