Sunday, April 26, 2015

Surrogacy Number 3

Here I go again, the twins are now 7 months old and I've recently decided to pursue another surrogacy journey through Circle surrogacy agency.  I filled out the updated paperwork and have been matched with a new IP.  So here we go again. My new IP, whom I just spoke to via Skype, seems very kind, smart, down to earth, and has been wanting a biological child for a very long time. It has just never worked out in his favor, including a failed surrogacy attempt a few years ago.
He seems very excited to work with me, but I will find to for sure what he thinks by Monday when the social worker with Circle lets me know what he has to say about me.  I wasn't sure at first because he's single and older, but as I said with my last IP's, who am I to judge?
I asked a lot of questions and he has really thought it through.  He's ready to take on anything and he is very supported in his pursuit of a child.
When I was filling out my paperwork I was very much in auto pilot just going through the motions, not really registering what I was doing.  Then I got the email that said she would send me a match by the next day.  I got nervous and excited, oh crap am I really ready to do this all over again, it's only been 7 months?  But it will take a little bit to do the medical screening and to prepare my body for a transfer, so it'll be ok body wise.  Then on to the excited, I get to meet new awesome IP's whom I'm going to get to help have a baby (or two?)  I love it, I get butterflies in my stomach just thinking about helping people complete their families.  What's not to love, ya ya, pregnancy, boo, but its life, it's love it's family, and why shouldn't I? It's almost a sin to not use my powers for good right?
Please pray this all goes as great as it has the last 2 times, successful transfers, healthy pregnancy and baby, and happy families!  (maybe less hormonal outbreaks this time?)
And if you see my husband on the street he might need a hug and a beer.  lol